Monday, April 25, 2011

36 years and counting . . .

Thirty-six years ago today I married my sweetheart for time and all eternity. It is with him that I most enjoy conversing, exploring the world, and spoiling the grandchildren.

On that special morning in the Mesa Arizona Temple, my heart was full while light and bright. Today I feel the very same way, just a little older.

Happy Anniversary Glen Jay!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

The Atonement

At the end of this Easter Sunday, I found myself thinking of this painting by Carl Bloch currently on display at the BYU Museum of Art. It really touched me when I viewed it some months ago.

I may not understand just how the atonement took place, but I do know that I have felt the peace it has brought to my life as I have laid burdens at the Savior's feet. It brings me comfort to see this representation of an angel providing comfort to my Savior. A year ago this video with thoughts by Elder Jeffrey R. Holland brought pause on an Easter Sunday.

I know that my Savior lives!

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Wind, rain, and fire


Grandpa Glen found a place in Tempe that sells firewood other than pine. He bought three different kinds so that he and Toby could try them out to see which kind smelled best and burned forever.

The plan was to tend a fire in the fireplace for hours last weekend but that was scrapped when the outdoor temps were in the high 90's. Who wants to tend a fire when they are already roasting?

Who knew that in just one week's time a low front would blow in bringing 40+ degree lower temps, steady rain, and snow in the Superstitions. Toby, however, was set on tending a fire in the fireplace for two hours, so out came the umbrellas. He had a great time heating up his stick then poking it in the rainwater collection in the dutch oven depression and hearing it sizzle.

Last night they brunt the cedar wood and it smelled divine and burned for hours.

Don't you just love Julianna's coat?

Susan and Heather stayed inside and read books in front of the other fireplace (which now only burns candles.) It was much warmer in than out!

Saturday, April 9, 2011

It's a rainy day in Arizona

Come July I will look back on this day with envy, longing to wear a sweater and breathe in crisp air. But today I feel cheated. For weeks I have been planning a garden party, a baby shower for a dear friend soon to deliver her first boy. Instead of being outside with flowers in their prime and soft breezes, we cozied up in my combo kitchen/great room. The company and food were great, but we were a bit crowded. Hard to imagine that it was 100 degrees F just one week ago.

This was my Friday visitor. She's enjoying a bit of lunch after taking a two hour nap. Mommy Sally went to the Arizona Science Center with Ruby and her 1st grade class on a field trip.

Mabel is a sweet observer. It was like she was in a brand new space. She looked at everything and everywhere. It must feel different for a baby to be at grandma's house without the other twenty family members to distract you.

After the baby shower/garden party sans the garden, the rain drops ceased and I wandered outside with my camera. The best thing in the garden this week is the rose arbor which is blooming profusely.

So pretty and so fragrant. These Don Juan climbing roses put on a show in the spring and once more in the fall.

They're intermingled with a small white climbing rose. When I planted them, I imagined them blooming as a mixture. They, however, seem to enjoy putting on a show of their own with white following red.

Here are some pictures of what the guests missed in the back garden.

I planted daisies in the pots one year and there have been volunteer daisies every March/April since.

It would have been lovely to be in the garden, but it was still very warm and friendly in the house!

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Downwinders

I am a "downwinder." A downwinder is someone who is exposed to nuclear radiation, specifically during atomic testing in the 1950's and 60's. I spent my childhood living on a dairy farm in Idaho. We drank raw milk from our Jersey cows who grazed on grass from the meadow by the house and ate hay harvested from our own farmland, thus concentrating any exposure from nuclear testing in Nevada in the 1950's. It seems that radiation caught the wind patterns and fell hundreds of miles away just like the government thought it would, mostly on less populated parts of the United States. This was information which would take decades to become public knowledge.

When I first read about downwinders and realized that I qualified as one a few years back, I had also just been diagnosed with Hashimoto's thyroid disease. Thyroid issues are common in downwinders (Hyperactive thyroids are medically destroyed using radioactive iodine.) Interestingly, 4 of my 6 siblings are currently taking medication to treat thyroid problems. Both of our parents had thyroid issues, but on opposite ends of the spectrum. Thyroid cancer is common in downwinders. I insisted that my endrocirnologist place copies of articles that I had collected about downwinders in my medical file. There was no resistance on his part.

I was born in Fremont County and our dairy farm was in Madison County, both of which are in the red northeast corner of Idaho just below Montana and west of Wyoming as you can see in the map of the United States at the beginning of this post. I find this map to be fairly sobering. I've been thinking more about being a downwinder lately as I read, watch, and hear about the nuclear energy plant disaster in Japan. I also find it hard to trust those who are reassuring us that there is no danger.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

How Can I Be



Janet Turk from Mesa is currently with her husband, Terry, who is President of the Trujillo Peru Mission for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, in Peru. She blogs about their experience here. Today she shared this video of three Mesa boys, currently serving as missionaries in various parts of the world, who sang their testimonies to her in 2008.

It was very moving for me today as I am about to complete another reading of the Book of Mormon with a renewed love for the great leaders and their stories which are found in this great book.

Enjoy!

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Twice a year special weekend

The beginning of each October and April, my church holds what is known as General Conference. They broadcast across the world from Salt Lake City, Utah. There are talks by the First Presidency of the Church and General Authorities as well as music by the Mormon Tabernacle Choir and other local choirs. It is a wonderful weekend of spiritual uplift, instruction, and resolve.

There are two 2-hour sessions on Saturday and Sunday as well as a Saturday evening session for those holding the Priesthood. My oldest grandson, TJ, is now 12 and has been ordained to the Aaronic Priesthood. The only way Grandpa Glen knew how to help him with his tie was to act like he was tying his own.

It has become a bit of a family tradition for all the family to meet at our home between the afternoon and Priesthood sessions for a meal and family interaction. Then the men leave together to go to our Stake Center to view the session via satellite broadcast with other brethren. The women and children enjoy the company of one another until babies are tired and need to go home.

Today we made pizzas on the grill and enjoyed homemade cookies and ice cream. We would have enjoyed the backyard but we are having a heat wave. We broke a record yesterday at 100 degrees, first century mark for 2011. There will be more, many more. So we spent a bit of time here and there outside, but the children mostly wanted to play inside.

Sadie loves to rock and she also loves jellybeans!

This is what my library/living room looks like when it is full of grandchildren and Playmobil.

They gravitate to this room with its lovely wool carpeting.

Toby has reason to smile broadly. He hit two "grand slams" at his baseball game today.

Mabel was the first baby too tired to play and in need of going home to bed. She snuggled right up to her Auntie Nichelle while waiting for her mommy. TJ is the only grandchild left in the house. He is enjoying a solo grandkid sleepover tonight.

I'm looking forward to another day of spiritual enlightenment tomorrow. The talks are always printed in the Ensign magazine in the May or November issue so it is possible to read and study them again. I am so grateful for this constant nourishment of the soul.